THE WORDS I NEVER WANTED TO SAY OUT LOUD
- Erika Tan
- Jun 7, 2016
- 1 min read
Forbidden Tree
You stand there
Like a man who sees his own significance.
You had it all, at least I'd like to think so
And you didn't stop there
Greed overtook you
A need for more
So you picked from my forbidden tree,
Unripe as its fruit was
And when you were done,
You felt no different.
While I was left bare
The Quiet
There I was, a docile lamb
Afraid to speak and ruin the illusion
Scared to breathe a word of what had happened
Nights and nights before.
Scared to shatter the image of us
And stir up unnecessary feelings.
Be called a liar.
Mostly I was scared to tell you
To look upon the face of the one I loved most in the world
And tell me
I
was
wrong.
(We don't speak of the things that went bump in the night because we don't want them to seep into the light)
Girls Wanted
Men want the girls to dance for them
To hold their hands and call them their favorite
To be their world and cherish them
So when they take what they want and leave
You'll never feel right again.
Blurry scenes of you and me
Replay in my head all the time
Images of a little girl,
Sleep in her eyes,
Laying in your bed
You laughing with me,
Calling me your daughter.
So poised
And prim
And proper
Little did they know
What you were really after
Men like the girl
Who don't
SCREAM
Hurricane
Unraveling,
every thread
Being,
pulled away
The Vibrations
tearing me
Back
and
Forth
again and again
Never Ceasing
to end
I'm Swept Up In Your
hurricane.
The Truth
Here it is,
The truth
All of it
you did it
No more denial
No more hiding
YOU DID IT
And it
crushed me
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